In the Midst

A Journey at Batu Cave

The emotion of  loneliness started to subside and my adventurous and playfulness is ready to arise. I must admit this must be one of the happiest moment of life. My "me-time" with friends, a quality time I have been longing for so long. 

Emotions at Exit

The 30-day pass was almost over that a scheduled exit has been on the way since day one. We all knew this will eventually happen and as days go near, I was having an anxiety disorder.

Panic disorder. People with this condition have feelings of terror that strike suddenly and repeatedly with no warning. Other symptoms of a panic attack include sweating, chest pain, palpitations (unusually strong or irregular heartbeats), and a feeling of choking. It can feel like you’re having a heart attack or "going crazy."

Source: http://www.webmd.com/ 

Surviving Thirty in 27

    The first week kept me excited, always asking for more and had to do a lot of adjustments. From getting a hard time taking a sleep to what and when to eat, and doing the schedule for laundry. 

Enjoying Sentosa Tour

'Twas Monday and both Dada and Irene were on a restday, it means another "laag-mode" for me.

Days After

It was exactly 4 days after arrival in this new environment. New culture, new lifestyle, new people around and a lot of adjustments needed. It was a relief that finally, Irene, my friend is in a restday from work and so that means she will tour me around.

I was very excited that I needed to get an OOTD shot prior leaving the flat. 

It took us I think almost 2 hours of preparing and making sure that we have a selfie-friendly outfit and makeup.

What its Like

It's a whole new different world...

So HOW WAS IT? ... it feels much of being single, much of being with friends; just you and your time. It feels like high school or college.. it feels strange for the first time.

AMK Flat Level 8

This is the first morning after the flight, got trouble getting asleep since it was the first time that I haven't sleep with Sibe.

It felt empty and strange at the same time.

Out of my Comfort Zone

So the day came.. I have to do it.

20th March 2016 : I have to pass the  Singapore Immigration in Davao International Airport, have to discuss the details needed in applying for a Social Visit Pass to Singapore. I have to provide details like my current work, location where I live, why I will be in Singapore. These details have been repeatedly in my mind for almost a month that it somehow kept my head pre-occupied and worried. Full of "what ifs" and "how will I" thoughts.

Finally after almost an hour of interrogation they let me pass. I have now my boarding pass and passport ready for the flight. I'm with my friend who's already working in Singapore.

The flight took 1hr and 5mins and yes.. I'm totally in a different country for the first time.