Friday, April 29, 2016

Emotions at Exit


The 30-day pass was almost over that a scheduled exit has been on the way since day one. We all knew this will eventually happen and as days go near, I was having an anxiety disorder.


Panic disorder. People with this condition have feelings of terror that strike suddenly and repeatedly with no warning. Other symptoms of a panic attack include sweating, chest pain, palpitations (unusually strong or irregular heartbeats), and a feeling of choking. It can feel like you’re having a heart attack or "going crazy."

Source: http://www.webmd.com/ 



It felt I was in a labor room once in a while. These hands are getting shaky and sweaty that I cannot handle too much "what-ifs" going on my mind. The day started as normal as it was supposed to be, all the bags have been completely checked and weighed as check-in baggages.


I started to get nervous as we approach the airport. Again, I have to divert so that these lost stares will not be a hindrance once all else fails.




I'm being a pessimist on this one but still hopes for the best.




Everything went smoothly, from document check until check-in baggage but as I came across the Immigration Officer for the exit stamp something really serious exploded into my face. I was asked to go near the Immigration clearance, and so I knew it is something to deal with the embarkation card of which I declared that I will only stay for 3days. I stayed almost a month, and it got all their attention. I was interrogated why I was in Singapore, where am I going, who am I going with. These are just some of the questions given in a matter of seconds. It ended that I have to asked Dada to go back and let her discuss details about me and about how genuine our friendship is.

God is really good that He let me pass without getting any offenses from Government of Singapore. The officer was finally convinced that I just made a mistake and that it served as a warning for me. I was nervously shaking but trying to calm myself and overcome fear and look confident. It was more of convincing yourself how the situation goes.


We are now waiting for boarding here




Finally in the plane, I felt so disturbed that what happened kept on flashing in my thoughts. Both Dada and Irene came from work so I had a moment to do "muni-muni" while I was alone in the flat.


And that thought, never stopped bugging me.




Got dizzy from that almost 45-minute flight and a bit hungry while waiting for the train. We all looked so sleepy here. 


And as we arrived at the place where we will stay, we just totally doze off.

Arrival: 16 April 2016 ; 5 minutes to midnight




It's a brand new day and a day until my birthday! Weeeh! It's the first time I got out of the country and the first time to celebrate overseas well. There are a lot of things still need to be thankful of. Let's start with being recharged,  got our stomach full, had a lot of time to prepare and look gorgeous and woaalaah! Here we are, ready for the day ahead!
Here we are at the streets of Kuala Lumpur! Yeah! Who would have thought I'll be here?!

We started to ride MRT/LRT then walk.. walk and walk.. never ending walk in a humid place like Metro Manila. All of them seem to be staring at us. We are all in a short-shorts and their girls are all balot-na-balot that's why... :/
Not to mention we were all "drop dead gorgeous" by that time. LOL!




Had to take this opportunity to take unli-selfies and background worthy pictures on a broad daylight. 

 




Arrived 

at 
the 
Museum!  











Hooraaaay!
              
just look at how refreshing the air conditioned room made us feel

















Feel refreshing right girls? :)










Let me make this look like a photo album or perhaps a scrapbook of our time shared together as friends/sisters.




Dada 
"the blogger" pose









Irene
"the feeling tourista"
pose
We had so much fun taking pictures that I totally forgot about how stressed I was prior leaving. We had to go to KL for my exit but we were making so much more that just a mere exit. We were making memories as friends that we'll treasure our lifetime.

Oooh look at those smiles, aren't we so happy?







"If you have 
CRAZY FRIENDS no matter how much life is sucking, they can make you laugh"









LIFE 
always offers you a second chance.

It is called
       TOMORROW.




                                                                                       Keeping high hopes and straight head



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